Vision

by Dawn Caravetta Fisher

Title

Vision

Artist

Dawn Caravetta Fisher

Medium

Painting - Acrylic On Canvas

Description

Vision
Stop it now!" as her hands clinched tightly on the steering wheel.
I ponder and wonder why is she angry so often.
"A car is there don't you see it",shadows, "I saw it "
to my right, it was there
I firmly say to her.
Time
The office is so small as the lady calmly says
"And you will feel a strong puff of air mam"
this chair I am feeling
is so firm,as he says
"hand over your left eye and tell me- what letter can you see"
Stunned,shock,frozen I am.
darkness,?
what is this.
darkness,no light,no letter.
silence.
"oh", I stutter,"I see nothing.It is black"
silence.
with gentle motion- I reveal my blessing,move my hand,
to see him slowly,
slide,crunch down into his firm chair.
I see it, his face,Something is wrong,this man is good
,something is of concern-
genuine- big concern.
Using His caring, firm, genuine,pressuring ,strong voice
he says to me
"you must go ,no matter what the cost
to a specialist- today if possible."
I will make everything ok -with a smile,ease- and no fear-
"ok,thank you" I say and depart.
My face must of revealed ,as the one so tightly stressed
looks at me with concern,
"what?" she firmly states. I to her I reveal- then worry,
stress her face reveals- all.
Time
Many people in white,clean confusion,activity to find solutions for peoples
health abounds.
Fast,lets finish this I want to go I ponder.
The doctor stands like a dominant vision in front of me
"you must go to this hospital now. only there are the
capable,with qualified ability to assist,to perform this..."
Time
racing thoughts,fast visions,mountains,speed,cars, sound,close
my eyes,
clautrophobia,deep breath,just do this
finish this,hurry up and do this,how much longer, I have other
life to live.
Time

gentle spirit in white,so wise,so calm makes me feel assured just in his
presence
I Always alone from my loves, but the strangers are there to help.
Sudden clarity and...
I have a declaration to make ,my fear has risen ,
I announced very loudly ,as the caring strangers mouths drop open ,
as my noise echoes
"I will not die.
I will not die.
I cannot die right now!
I have things to do,I will not die."
Time
fast,piercing bright lights,fast,ceiling- ugly texture,kind souls,
confusion,
Darkness.
ahh sound "Dawn,well, it was the size of a Georgia peach",and
he reveals a chart mostly white, some grey ,my brain
and" walking we are not sure.."
"No" I declare "I will walk."
Time
I do ,rushed I am unsteady- but strong, I must go,things to do,
I can walk,
the whole hallway and all around,it is fine -I will do ,all eyes are on me-
watch me- I can!
Tipsy,stay strong,I got this,I must go, I have things to do,
Stand strong,walk,remember how,
I have things to do- I made promises- if I lived, I would do ,
strength I have,Life I have. I am alive.
I must go I have things to do.Applause -you can depart.
Time
She wheels me out. I see it coming through, and I can feel it.It is light,
the sun-
it gently warms my skin,every part of my being- it embraces-
through the window paine and
the sun it glows- and I can feel it- the smallest- but
biggest thing- to see- and feel- the light.
I now can go and must go as I have things to do.
Dawn Fisher
Brain tumor made me mono blind in 2022 .
I was saved by a fabulous surgeon in June of 2022.
I can still draw and paint.I am very alive.

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February 17th, 2023

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